my life is dead nothing meaningless a sad waste of energy a mediocre attempt at living a depressed gob of matter I go through my days a faded spectre dreaming of what life might taste like hoping for the spice praying for the sweet my life is bland I am deaf, blind, mute I cannot taste I cannot feel I am in the dark but the details are still painfully clear just out of reach I have no control I am the waking dead the slumbering life yet... hope lingers I count down the days, the hours time between life when I will see you again when I can look upon your living face with my blind eyes and run my numb fingers through your vibrant hair those minutes I am with you feed my dying spirit your face, your arms, you you relight my sputtering flame protecting my spark from the wind sheltering me from the rain I will grow in heat I will warm you if you stay with me I will become a fire roaring flames so high so strong, so bright stay with me all I am asking for is protection you are my hope you are my savior time spent with you isnt spent it is saved every precious second of your smile your lips your hands is a sparkling jewel a diamond, a bright golden coin I wish to bathe in these riches I wish to be wealthy with your hours but my wishes are in vain so I save these coins, these jewels they are rare, more precious, more worth I save these riches so that I may feel a warmth in my face and arms so that I may be sustained so that I may perservere clinging to these precious seconds I may not be so dead or so meaningless you are my only light my illuminating night in the deep black days yes, I would rather bask in your sun but days turn into night and nights into day you are all I have, all I need so let this warm night last let us take joy in the stars before the morning drowns them you are my steady moonlight whom I love more than the breif and burning sun please stay, lead me to life I will follow your nighttime stars if you give them for me to follow never again will I wander the purgatorial desert of living death never again will I walk the gray paths, or tread the black ocean never again, if you lead me stay with me, protect, be my hope lead me to life, I ask again lead me to living.