Recently I have been supremly irritated and depressed. First off, I got in a car accident on the 30th... and I was going to Vegas on the 31st, but I couldnt because in the ER the doctor said my back was too messed up. He gave me drugs (that make me sick) and sent me to the chiropracter. This depresses me. Now I have to go to the back doctor three days a week for the next six weeks. And not to Las Vegas. So I have pretty much been stuck in my house since then, laying in bed, feeling sorry for myself, and getting high on my muscle relaxants and pain killers. Secondly: I am having a bit of a predicament with my friend because I have no idea when I will be able to go and get a therapist. Honestly. Be my friend regardless of my craziness, because at this point I dont how much I want to be your friend. If this is your requirement then its not really friendship, its you saying you are my friend because I did something you liked. Friendship doesnt have requirements, love a person for the who the person is. If you wont do that then forget about it. Thirdly, I am not sure how much I want you guys to hook me up. As much as I think this kid is a cool kid, he kinda scares me a little... just because he isnt open and talkative... and also he is your best friend. I just dunno how well its gonna work out. He also seems like a nice boy... and I am sure that if I bring all of my crazy, emotional, addicted to everything baggage-ness he will be ruined. Do you really want that? And lastly... so many things turn me off. Mostly thats how my life is going right now. I guess its not all bad though, I get a free massage three days a week, people brought me flowers (which I love by the way... I love flowers), and I when I am home all day long I can lay around wherever and however long I want to. Ah, laziness gets the best of me.