There is no worse thing in life, I have just decided, than puking up bile. It hurts goddammit! It burns! It really does. Nothing can make your life as miserable as puking up bile... and maybe having your house burn down killing your parents and leaving you peniless on the street somewhere around michigan during january... but even that is only a close second. I meen come on... how could it be fun? Puking up bile burns your throat, mouth, it stinks like none other, and you have to be by yourself. I dunno about you... but puking up bile with a friend would be alot more fun. You could clap and cheer and point out the pretty colors the other one is hurling. But by yourself sucks. And another thing. Most times, when you are puking up bile, you are sick. Being sick in general sucks, and it makes it a bajilion times suckier when you are puking bile. You are cold but sweating, you are shaking, your spine aches, and the achiness spreads out to your entire body from there. AND... you are puking bile! Its a horrible experience. And so I missed school today so I have to make up restitution points because it just put me over the 6 point mark in about three of my classes. And I will have to do extra homework tomorrow to get caught up. And I will be terribly sad and depressed and I will look like I am anorexic because there is nothing in my stomache because I puked it all up and so three or four friends will report me and I will go to the counseler and my mother will be there and we will talk about my "issues" and about the white scars that are still on my arms and we will also talk about getting me a shrink and my parents will send me off to some remote private school in hungary where I wont have any friends because I cant speak hungarian and it will mess me up even more untill they find my body squished and bloody at the bottom of a cliff. BUT... that still wont be as bad as throwing up bile, even though it all started with me puking up bile. It would be horrible if I puked up bile right before I hit the rocks at the bottom of the cliff... that would just be... terrible. Horrendous. Nasty. ect. So thats all I did today... in the name of NOT puking up bile because it is the worst thing ever...