love? Yes, the great and terrible day of valentines is tommorow. The over used cliches and stereotypical actions will soon be here. Excited? Annoyed? Depressed? In love? Yeah I dunno. Valentines. Of course I have already had my share of gift exchanges and fond I love you's... but what does it all mean? I went to a dance on saturday, got all dressed up and everything. I was having a good time when my date left and another kid asked for a dance. This kid was supposed to be a friend. I realized he wasnt as he proceeded to pull me closer to him and brush his lips on my neck. My date found out. He was angry, so he took a walk with his friend and beat up an inanimate object. Woopee for valentines. Now I cant be friends with the kid anymore, and my boyfriend is probobly going to just increase his already over-protective-ness... Stupid hormones... stupid kids who act on them. What is love? Is it the tingle in the pants feeling? no, dumbass. I can tell you what love is. Whenever I look at him, I know I love him. The twist in my stomache when I see him smile, or the tears that tug at my eyes when he whispers that he cares. Of course the tingle in the pants feeling is fun too... but thats not love. Thats sex. I dont know what I am trying to understand, or make you understand. But I am saying it. I am in love, screw the valentine cliches, because I am in love. Aww... warm fuzzy right? Blah... everyone has to have the warm fuzzy sometime. So what if my warm fuzzy just happens to be the day before "Love Day"? Ha! fuck you, I am proud of my warm fuzzy! *** "You know when you give your love away it opens your heart everything is new And you know time will always find a way. to let your heart believe its true. You know love is everything you say a whisper, a word promises you give. You feel it in the heartbeat of the day. You know this is the way love is. You know love may sometimes make you cry so let the tears go they will flow away for you know love will always let you fly -how far a heart can fly away! You know when love's shining in you eyes it may be the stars fallen from above and you know love is with you when you rise, for night and day belong to love." *** in the name of love...