Lots of shit happened tonight... but I think I am mostly over it... for now. So lately I have noticed something, something that baffles me. People say that I am the best girl they have ever met, that there is no one like me, that they will never be content with anyone else. They say I have "something" that is just different from everyone else. What that "something" is, the world may never know, but its something. As much as I would like to think that I am an amazing graceful wonderful thing that just makes everyone want me... I honestly dont think that most of that bullshit it true. ... Which is why it is bullshit. When asked why someone is in love with me they will answer "you have got everything!" or ... "you have got everything!" Apperently I have everything that they want. Which is interesting, you would think people would have very different tastes. But then again most girls dont pull off twelve personalities at once as well as I do. ... at least twelve. Sorry I havent written in awhile, I have been pretty busy. Lots of stuff has happened. Like I finished a painting, and I got taken home by a cop, and also I am prolly not going to have to go to the doctors so much after next week, and also shit. Yeeup. Such is my life I guess. You can never really escape it. Also, I was having a conversation with a friend about how he thought he was just part of the crowd. This is not a good thing to get me started on. No one is ever just "part of the crowd", and it is stupid for people to think that. Maybe it is just because I take the time to appreciate everyone because of their special and unique ways. And maybe everyone should take the time to appreciate everyone. And I used a cool analogy: A rose is a very beautiful thing, but it is only in bloom maybe three or four months out of a year, and the rest of the time it is just a bunch of thorny sticks. Only if you wait and take the time can you appreciate it. And you (you know who you are) should be proud of that analogy. Anyways, this is prolly also the reason why I give everyone so many chance. And... I think I am done writing now. Oh wait, I watched a cool movie tonight, and I have decided that reincarnation is a really cool idea. Ok, I am really done.