Listening to: none
Feeling: torn
Here are some random poems for you. I guess I was bored... or something...
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Standing alone
Surrounded by life
HOping for comfort
Finding only confusion
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Step outside your comfort
Into the frozen world
Lay, let the frigid wind bite your bare skin
Exposed to the hate and coldness
Numb, weak body fading blue
This is what its like
Come in
Melt away your sorrow
Stand in the warmth of love and comfort
And ponder your misfortunes
Now do you understand?
My mistakes have made my life this cold
Dont make mistakes
Dont be like me
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Buried in troubles
Drowning in tears
Burning in hate
Frozen in fear
But I go on,
Living in death.
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So naive
So happy
Thinking that life is yours
You wonder why everyone is sad
Dont try to understand
it will just ruin it for you.
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Now I was given an outline for this next poem as an assignment, and I guess the muses where with me in making it.
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I am misunderstood.
I am the lonely nomad, silently wandering through life and its people.
I wonder why I live my life this way.
I hear the enticing chimes of death calling from a great distance, drawing me towards its inevitable fate.
I see the exquisite wasteland named Life, its fiery desert stretching to the horizon; I trudge across the crimson dunes called hardship, and look forward to an oasis that I might rest for a few moments, before I begin the tiring journey again.
I am the hopeless dreamer, yet the outward pessimist.
I pretend that life is always my oasis, always my sanctuary.
I feel the numbing caress of sadness, the icy stab of helplessness.
I touch the joyful fire, hoping to be like the giddy flame that burns so warm in the frozen world.
I worry that the soft fleeting butterfly of happiness will leave me.
I cry when the butterfly does fly away upon its golden wings, leaving me alone in a crowded world, stranded among my peers, lost in my hot desert, freezing from the cold unhappiness that the absent butterfly left me.
I am the common philosopher.
I understand what pain is, and how it makes life worth living.
I say that you cannot know happiness until sadness knows you.
I dream of angel wings.
I try to make it through the desert of the living, not giving myself over to the harsh dry sun.
I hope the world will understand me, the world that sends its inhabitants on a challenging adventure. Through the tormenting Life Desert, to the peaceful Afterlife Ocean, to rest our tired minds and bodies, and sleep happily, rising over deep blue crests that are so like our hardship dunes, yet completely different.
I am myself, and I will endure.
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yay, poem.
in the name of my muse...
life is hard.
I dont know what to say to you.
hang in there. dont cut.
I love you!
your beautiful, i love being in linewithyou