I cannot find a job to save my life. God I hate that. I have applied at almost every decent place in this town, and I dont feel like filling out any more applications. Therefore I will paint my fingernails rainbow and sleep untill money really doesnt matter anymore. Thats right. Rainbow nails. Fuck off. Sometimes I wish the days were longer so I could spend more time with him. I am addicted to taco bell. Oh my god... the tainbow nail polish I got today actually smells like fruit. That is so fucking cool!!! I dont think I have been this excited since the last christmas I believed in santa claus! Holy shit that is so cool. It was like... God was watching me today, and he led me to rainbow nail polish in the store. He was like "Hollie, you deserve this, because you are awesome enough to have nails that smell like fruit." and it was good. This is the word of the lord. Whoever thought of fruit-smelling nailpolish must have been jesus. And like... the different colors smell like different flavors... Oh yeah. Thats right. Times like these I dont wanna die and go to hell. The prolly dont have cool things like this in hell. Or even die at all. Life is just to cool sometimes.