Go fuckin figure. I am the failure, I already know I am. Dont fucking worry I want to get out of this hell hole as much as you want me out, if not more. I fucking joke, I know that, all I do is let you down, every single fucking day. I hate you. I honestly hate you. I had my doubts for awhile but I really wouldnt care if you died. Honest. Fuck, I tried my best ok?! I tried my hardest to be the daughter you wanted, I tried to do what you wanted me to do... I do everything you ask me to. And all you do is scream at me and tell me that I am stupid, and that I need to grow up, and that no one cares. Fuck you. Maybe I am stupid, and maybe I'm not as mature as you expect me to be. But people care about me. Fuck you. People care about me. I can take care of myself. I dont need you. I dont fucking need you. You dont need me either do you? Youre the one who doesnt care. Fuck, you wonder why I do the things I do? I always want to please you, I clean your house I watch your kids, I take care of everything while your gone. You are always gone. I know you have to be. When I was little I thought you didnt care about me because you would never come to any of the "daddy-daughter" things that happened. Not at church, not at school. I always had to go by myself. I was always embarassed to tell people what you did for a living, I was always embarassed. When you did see me I was always doing something wrong. Every single fucking time. I hate you. And as soon as I can I am getting out this fucking valley, out of this fucking place and you'll never see me again. I hope your happy you sick fuck.