So here I am void. I look upon a one year anniversary of serious dating. We have been dating off and on for two and a half years. This is the one year anniversary. Or damn close to it, we arent exactly sure what day... yeah, ok... but we know that it was sometime at the beginning of August. And it is the beginning of August. I cannot beleive that I have been with this man for one year, let alone two and a half. It is... suprising to me. Me, madame "I dont care if my boy toys have feelings". But he stuck, and I stuck, here we are... stuck? Stuck with each other in an exciting and still refreshing relationship. So, yes... one year. Lol, my sister and brother-in-law MET one year ago... and now they are married. I dont know how I feel about that. And now for the rant. I hate the fucking bus system. I would be lost and stranded without it, but I still hate it. The bus that runs by my house (number 5 of the LTD bus... pod...) is regularly late, causing me to miss my connection buses and making me AT LEAST a half hour late. This upsets me. These bus drivers are paid to drive me where I want to go when I want to be there! I will not be delayed by their petty accidents and/or faults! It is ridiculous! People pay taxes for an on-time bus and connection. This... horrible travesty is extremly inconvinient. I will probobly be riding bus number 5 of the LTD pod later this evening... and I am not looking forward to it. Yes, buses come in pods. I have taken up meditating, following the pure buddhist philosophy of positive thinking. What you THINK you are, is what you are. What you THINK you can do, you can do. Its all in your brain. I realize that some of you who are reading this do not have brains, but I will let it slide in an understanding and only slightly ridiculing manner. I dont judge. Mostly. ... So I have taken up meditating. And it goes as follows: "Ok Hollie, breath in... hold... breath out. Breath in... feel the small pains in your body... breath out... release the pain with your exhale. Breath in... you are relaxed... breath out... release the stress. Breath in... you are beautiful... breath out... you are strong. Breath in... you are like the exalted sun... breath out... radiating warmth and serenity. Breath in... feel the glow within... breath out... let your light OH GOD DAMMIT SHUT UP WILL YOU!??!!! I AM TRYING TO FRIKKING MEDITATE HERE!" So... I think I will drop meditation. My school counseler called me today and told me that I was taking to many courses, that I needed to drop one so my schedule would work. Yup. Oh yes, and at the bus station, this old man in a wheel chair and an... air-breather-nose-thing-connected-to-gas-tank...-thing... came and gave me a paper that pretty much said I was going to hell, and then he told me that jesus died on the cross for me and that I needed to repent. Yeah. So I am going to hell. Hmm. in the name of the pod...