We had a sort of rough day today, but it ended alot better than it started. I love you. So me and my mom went to our personal trainer today... its feels gross to say that I have a personal trainer... but I do... I might have to beat myself up. Anyways, we went there today and we worked out and we discussed my diet and all of the vitamins and minerals that I should be getting into my system. He also told me that if I lost twelve pounds I would be more healthy. That made me laugh a little. Just so you all know, I way a wopping 123 lbs... if I lost 12 of those lbs I would be teeny. And I would prolly look emaciated. Also I learned today that my mom was anorexic for awhile. She still has tendecies towards that, but so do I. ISnt it fun to learn that some shit that you do to yourself is actually in your genes? I am more prone to have depression and related illnesses because my mom did too! I found a bat sleeping under my deck. Way cool.