Hollie. Whats in a name, right? Red, I like red. And green, and gold, and brown. Earthy, fall, autumn, vivid hues. Rich, deep, full. I like the late morning. Sun falling through the window to caress my face. I like the late afternoon. Air warm and golden on my limbs to mark me with its light. I like the night. Deep black sky, moonlight I come alive at night. Leaving late, arriving late, staying out late, staying up late. Making mistakes, not trying to fix them untill it is too late. I am not as talkative as most, save when I am forced into conversation, or when I argue. My spoken words consist of pleas, self righteous words, witty and often sarcastic comments, and orders. So I talk some. I thrive within my own mindscape. I communicate well physically. My best words are written. A cat, a kitten. Day lounging, night playing. A tree. Twisted wandering branches. Dreams, soft edged yet vivid, adventurous, what I wish I was. Indian incense and henna, celtic knots, antique gold, swampy colored eyes, silver snakes and silver moon. Gold, bronze, copper, rich metals. Black chai, bathing in candle light, middle eastern feel. Thats inside. Whats outside? Self consious, low self esteem. How do I appear on the outside? I dont know. This is me. This is my name. But whats in a name? *** Bleargh... yes thats right. Bleargh. New word for you to use. It meens "I hate life right now..." My dearest void, I have not spoken directly to you for a while. So darling nothingness, what does my name meen to you? There are a few dictionary definitions... but what does it meen? What feelings or emotions or thoughts or ideas or images do you get when you see or say the word "Hollie"? Just curious darling, you dont have to answer. I dont expect you to actually. But you are a good listener just the same. in the name of you again dear... darling void of vast darkness... you may be one of the few who listens...