Usually, when I think I have something figured out, it decides to become complicated again. And I dont know if it a bad kind of complicated or a good kind. One second I think that I am stuck with what I have, that there is no chance of anything else happening... and then something happens. And it makes me all... twisted, and full of butterflies, but it also makes me a little sad... because I dont know what is going on. I dont know if what happened was good or bad, or if it was just coincidental... or habit even. But on the other hand it felt more comfortable than... the other hand I guess. It just felt right. Maybe I should stop looking. Yeah... maybe you are right... again. I watched the scariest freaking movie last night... ok not the scariest, but it was pretty damn scary. ... I dont know what to say.