I find myself pondering aimless questions. Lazily chewing on each one untill I grow bored or frustrated. I dont know the answers.

I've hit a point in my life. This is a moment. There is something that I need to remember.

I'm depressed. Lethargic. Unusually social. I want to go out and do things. I want to be with people. I want someone to tell me who I am and why I am here. And I know that now ones that. How will I define from this point onward? Where should I go? Where should i begin?

Pointless questions that will make me feel sheepish later, I'm sure. Later when I know who I am again and where I am in the world, I will look back and say "why would I not know who I am?"