I sink deeper into a cold insanity of which I have never known before. Sleeping has been hard, and I am woke often by dream wraiths who call my name. Its hard to breath while I am sleeping, it feels too good, like I am dying. It feels like I am sucking in huge breaths of dentists laughing gas. I'm troubled. My mind drifts more easily now, its harder to stay focused. It wanders into surreal dimensons that are both frightening and beautiful. I guess I will get over it.