I had to leave class because I was going to start crying. I thought I was ok for most of the day... it was always eating at the back of my mind though. Then I came home. I am probobly overreacting, but maybe not. I dont know. I dont know... what I should do. There is nothing I can do. It hurts. But thats life I guess. I guess... I guess I should just wait. I dont want it to happen, but I always knew it would. consequences. I was in such a good mood. Then reality hits me over the head, reminding me that lived in this world, not in my own. waiting.