I had a strange dream last night. I was in a small boat with him. Water was all around us. He was rowing. We were on the ocean. The sun poured down on his face. He smiled. The sky grew dark. The waves grew higher. Our ship was pounded by the waves and the wind and the rain. He cried for me. I sat. I sang for him. The language was sweet, the melody calm. Celtic I think. The boat tipped. We fell into the water. He started floating away. I tried to hold onto him. He pulled away from me. He stared at me, as if he didnt know me. I sank under the water. He watched me. Then I woke up. ... I dont know who I am anymore.