The other day was the first time in a long time that I had done something like that. And let me tell you, it felt so good. I was even buzzing after I woke up. And I have to tell you, I did something very bad last night. Something that I vowed would never do again. It was so good though. I'm sorry. I know I am going to suffer those consequences when they come around, but I have a few more moments to myself before they do. Its spring break! I love waking up to see the sunshine spilling into my room. I love staying out late, and staying up late. I like to party. I am excited. Still looking for a job though... needing a job so bad. Today I think I might go over to the new sushi place, or even start hitting other fast food. I dont want to work in food service again, but I am getting so desperate for money I dont know what else to do. My head hurts.