What do I want? I meen... what in this life makes me happy, makes me good? What should I do with myself? I dunno. My head is killing me. I woke up this afternoon, and there was nothing on my mind. I didnt think, I didnt feel, I was just there. What makes me? I have no idea. The bottle is empty and my stomache is twisted. When am I gonna grow up? When can I really say I can take care of myself? I just want to be ok. Thats all I want. I havent been entirely... myself lately. Why do I cry when I should be glad? What can I do that the world cant do without me? Nothing. There is nothing left to do here, I dont need to be here anymore. So I wont.