sorry?

I dont know how to fix what you think is wrong. There isnt anything wrong, I promise. I am not distancing myself from you. You are my favorite, my soul mate, I will never leave. Dont worry about coming off needy or clingy, because I would rather have you clingy than any other way. Would you like me to do the same? I just dont understand what you are upset about, and I am trying to understand. I love you. What else can I tell you? I am sorry I snap sometimes, you do to. We both are grouchy at times. I will try to be less grouchy? You know I am not in the mood for some things most of the time, and I am sorry that I am not always playful when you are. I will try to be? I am not getting bored of you, so dont you dare think that. It hurts me when you say things like that. You dont know what I am thinking or feeling, so you shouldnt assume the worst. I love you. I dont know how to handle this situation. I know you care about me, I know it in my soul. Do you know that I care about you? How can I make you believe that I care about you as much as I say I do? I have been a little stressed lately. I dont feel very good, and you dont either. Our healthiness is in the crapper right now. I have been looking for a job for about a month now, and I cant find anything. Your new job burns you out. My body hurts and it seems like there is nothing I can do to make it better. I have to go to school in august and every time I think about it I want to cry. My dad is hard to deal with every day, and whenever you come over it is usually right after I've had to put up with him, so I am already half drained. All I want to do lately is put my arms around you and just hold you, but we have always had something we had to do. Money is a big concern with both of us right now. You have to pay off your car and your cell phone and the ring. I have to find a thousand dollars before august 15 or all my classes get dropped. I dont know if I have communicated to you how stressed I am, but honey, things are kind of hard for me right now. Maybe I am coping with it in a way that sends you negative messages, but I am just trying to cope. I love you. And you shouldnt be sorry for telling me how you feel. I dont want you to feel that way. It makes me feel like you wont trust me with your emotions and your secrets. I want you to be open with me in everything. If I am doing something that makes is so you dont want to talk to me about things that I want to change whatever that is. I want you to be happy with me.
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