So... I am a working girl now. I dont know how I feel about it... I work at Kohls, which is cool. I get a good discount. I am prolly gonna be working in the mornings which will enable me to have the rest of my day. The only thing that is bad about it is 1) it is work, and 2) I have never worked in retail before. Also it is work. Money is good, discounts is good, work is bad. My baby is asleep on my bed. Or trying to sleep on my bed. Some of my closest friends are finally finding someone that they can be with. I was almost always used to being the only one in a relationship. It makes me happy that they can be happy with someone too. Last night there was a HUGE lightning storm that woke me up. It sounded like the lightning hit right next to my house. And then it was really really hard to try to go back to sleep. I am just having a conversation with one of my friends about people and past relationships. I think that everyone who has had a relationship in the past still holds onto to a little bit throughout their lives, even if they are in another relationship or several relationships ahead. Everyone who we grow close to in our lives will leave something behind that will probobly be there forever. No one really "gets over" it. It is a hard thing to come to terms with. And it understandably would be. When you love someone you want them to love only you, and think of only you. You have to learn that they cant love you with their whole heart, that peices of it have been chipped away to reveal the person who is in front of you. Hee, my honey is snoring. Thats cute.