Today is Lazy-Faire. There are sno-cones and the inflatable bouncy thing and cakewalks and things like this. I love how this school is so challenging but then they have something like Lazy-Faire. I mean, college students have to play sometime, right? And what better way than to take off your shoes and bounce around in the Air Palace in your socked feet with a glittery heart painted on your face and a sno-cone waiting for you when you're done? It's a glorious day outside, the perfect weekend for something like this. I can't wait to play. Today is my love's birthday. I sent him the poem I wrote for him the other day and he said he liked it. But he was probably just saying that to make me feel good. It worked. He always makes me feel good. Except when we fight. But when we fight I always remember that he loves me and that I love him. It's not really all that hard to remember that. I also sent flowers to his school so everyone could see how much I love him. There has been doubts among some of the peoples, but I believe all these silly doubts have been cast aside. I feel very conflicting emotions. I hate my father, who is an idiot, but I love my love. I love my life here at UD, but I'm sad because I might not be back next semester. I want to throw things, I want to cry, I want to sing at the top of my lungs, I want to kiss my love, I want to run through a grassy field with daisys strung in my hair. But, instead, I think I'll read for Am Civ and play at Lazy-Faire this afternoon.