Sometimes when I do things I can’t think if I’ve dreamed them already or if I will dream them. There are certain times when I think, “Well, I remember this from a dream, and now I’m going to do this,†and I act out the dream. Then there are other times when I think, “I’m going to dream about this tonight.†But it’s just a feeling. I can’t remember what I’ve dreamed or what I haven’t dreamt when I have feelings like those—if it’s past or if it’s going to happen. It’s a sort of helpless feeling I have at these times because I can’t remember what I’ve done and what I haven’t. I don’t know what’s going on. I don’t understand how I can dream things with people in them I haven’t even met, and then a week later it happens and I’ve met the person I recently dreamt about. A few minutes ago I was playing solitaire on the computer and I had a feeling I’d done it already, just like I was. I recognize that. A few weeks ago, when I first started working at the Holiday Inn, I had a dream about talking to a girl, a very specific-looking girl with glasses and curly hair, and then answering the phone—“Holiday Inn Victoria, how may I direct your call?†At the time I only knew two receptionists and the girl in the dream wasn’t one of those two, without a doubt. Some time later, though, I worked with another receptionist, Mary, and the event happened exactly as in the dream, talking to Mary and answering the phone. I understand that less than I understand feeling I’m going to dream about something I’m doing. This hasn’t bothered me until just now when I remembered about Mary. But now that I think about, it seems rather abnormal. I wonder...
-callie
you're not alone : - )
i always wished i could though.
to have control over your unconscience would be devine.
m.