Word of the Day: smarmy Jeff has had enough of the abuse, and is looking for another job. I told him if he got another job, he needs to hook me up. He knows what kind of person I am and how well I can work. He told me he would. I'm going to [have someone] kick his ass if he doesn't. I have made zero progress either finding a different job or a daycare for Patrick. Another week of waiting won't hurt. Right? Right?? I'm gong to start walking with Patrick at the track. I bought a pair of shoes [I think those are the ones I bought] last week, so I'm just waiting for those to come in and for this rain to calm itself down before I start. And I'm really going to do this. I'm fed up with all this crap, this size twelve, C cup jelliness I've fallen into. I disgust myself.