Had major Cramps this morning. They went away later though. But always a pain in the ass n I even hate them more then Ginny:) Tonys mom Came n Picked me up After Tony was done working with His Gpa @ like 3. Tony Had cuts all up n down his arms n wrists. Its from all the wood he had to carry, but it looks like he could have done it himself. i know he didnt though but when i first saw it i was like whatttt?! Went to Joes house For a while. Talked To Melissa some more there. Got really shitty n Cryed fer like 15 mins on Tonys shoulder. Went "Down Town" n Got the some more of the New Mountain Dew, Pitch Black. I Love it. Got some Gummy Worms too:) Then we sat @ the Maine Memorial Playground for alittle. Then Tony Threatend to Stab himself cuz i was pinching myself on purpose. He said he was joking but i got serious about it. I didnt like that too much. The on the walk home, i Fliped out on myself for everything n started blaming myself for all the bad shit that happens in my life. tony got mad n left me to walk all the way to joes from Rout 26. That wasnt cool. After we got back to Joes we Hung out there for a while. Tony opoligized for walking away n said it was wrong to leave me there. he said he wouldnt do again. We started playing some games n then all the sudden Tony didnt feel too good so I Comferted him :) hehe..then dan had to go home so me n tony went too. Me n Tony went back to his house for a while. I was scared cuz i didnt want Eric to get mad that i was over kinda late. We just Hung Around in his house for a while. Then i Started being gay again about dumb shit that never should have happend. It lasted like all of 5 mins. It was so retarted. Then my mom came so tonys mom went out to talk to her for alittle while about Elmira Tomarrow To go see Tonys sister Amy. My mom said i can go so thats where ill be tomarrow. I guess she has a pool or somthing n ill be able to meet her fiance Mike whos a cop. so this will be interasting. I got home n talked to melissa n kristy. i guess things are better then they were b4 with all of us. so thats a plus?! i love them both so much n dont want things to get fucked up with us..especially b4 school. that sucks even more. well im ganna go..its 1am n i have to get up @ 11 tomarrow. so im ganna be going to bed within an hour or so. ..Wheres all the comments? leave me some sluts! I Love You Tonyyy