it was such a better day. yet im still disappointed. i saw what Rachel had told informed me of the other day, today. he was walking with some fucking ugly GAY freshman. one of those girls that you just want to corrupt really bad. shes a little angel and i heard them talking about science class or something. what a lovely topic to be chatting about in the hall. he walks her down the halls. dont you have a girlfriend? fucking Neil was like oh he turned the other way so i turn around and he was RIGHT behind me. i almost ran into him. neils like oops i thought he turned around. lol, gotta love him :) id love to talk to his girlfriend. theres some shit she needs to be informed of. what a cock sucker. i dont even understand why i bother dwelling over him. its pathetic and its getting so old. yet i wont be able to stop. me and brenda might go out partying with mark this weekend, since we havent since the night before we all went to New Jersey together. and HE actually offered. you know a revolution has just occured when mark offers to take us somewhere, haha. this weekend better be somewhat fun because i worked my ass off allllll week and i need some solid fun. i need to dance and stuff to get some stressssss away. leave some plans, haha. or tell me about your plans? ;) later gaters * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * i slip another s m i l e in your pocket my heart races to you like a r o c k e t " I used to be sad now i'm just bored with you" - Adam Lazzara