i need the smell of summer. i need its noises in my ears. i realize that everyone who lives will someday die, and die a l o n e. * every minute is a mile, ive never felt so hollow. watch me as i cut myself open on this stage, yes i am paid to spill my guts. i would KILL for the Atlantic. but i am paid to make girls panic while i sing, * .i think in decimals &dollars. /ihopethissongstartsacraZe. every(fucking)line is about who i dont want to write about anymore. I HOPE YOU COME DOWN WITH SOMETHING THEY CANT DIAGNOSE, AND DONT HAVE THE CURE. holding on to your GRUDGE. its so hard to have someone to LOVE. these are the words you wish you wrote down and its all from watching tv. And everything I said about how messed your head is, were cut up and left in bits and pieces on the ground. And we learn as we age. )it used to be the reason i breathed (* *)now its choking me up!.dieyoung&saveyourself( if i kissed your neck would you slit my throat? i'm so tired of my mood and sleep comes with a knife, fork and a spoon you're so pale in your face you let life get in your way ||||| this is over when i say its over |||||