i love the plain-ness of this new layout. and i love Nada Surf. and i love that tommorow is friday and the last day of school. and i love that i have to babysit tommorow night, brenda might come, and i get paid. i love that christmas is a week from today. i love no doubt. i love music. i love thinking. i love getting over matt. i love christian websites with neil. i love singing piebald with jen online. i love my friends. i love being stoked for so many upcoming events. i love assemblys like tommorow. ahhh i love you :) whoa i dont know where that burst of love came from! my mind set is totally in warm weather, thats why. i cant stop thinking about skateboarding, running around parking lots with friends at night, car rides with the windows down, wavy hair, not worrying about anything, shows, dancing around, school ending, tan skin.. its sexylicious good times is what it is. i couldnt be more stoked if adam lazzara was standing at my doorstop with a wedding band and surf board. wait, no. that could possibly be more stokifying than warm weather. but i gotta tell you, there neck-in-neck. __ im going from strange to stranger every year. im going from strange to stranger every year. i take it back - your panicking. i just dont know, i really thought i wanted to go. but when your close, you look through me just like a ghost. i like sleeping, im only safe when im dreaming. i need a new heart. this ones hollow, always scheming. you wait for summer, then you wait for winter, but then theres a total lack of splendor. Zen Brain.. throw away your crutches, all your childhood crutches away. Super Brain..never scared of nothing, violence or loving my way, today__