i've read so many peoples journals on here, and almost every single one of them has recieved some sort of mean comment, and of course these people never sign in or whatever, cause there mother fucking cowards. anyway, i never could sympathize with them, because i had never got a mean comment. until my last entry. as you can see, i've deleted them. and not because they were an embaressment, it's because i dont need negative energy circulating throughout my journal. this is my space to vent, this is my form of expressing to the world what i want to say. if you have such a problem with it, or me, and you think you know so much about me, that i've "only surfed a week in my life", then sign in? i have no idea who you are, so what do i care? the suspense isn't going to kill me. what do i care how long you think i've surfed before? what do i care if you think i go for that "surfer girl" image too? i know what i know, i know what i have done, so fuck you! i mean what else can i say really? mind your own business unless your going to tell me, and other people who have gotten negative comments, who the flying fuck you are. i wish i didn't delete the comments so you could all read them. if my feeling is right about who might have left them, then fuck you. if i find out it WAS you, i'll write a complimentary entry on what a beautiful friend you have been to me the past 6 months? is that how long i have been home from florida? something like that. and if it wasnt who i think it was, i should write an entry on her anyways. your a fucking cunt licker and now i am pissed off. my mood is better, because as i pressed the play button on Kazaa Lite to play Milkman, it reminded me of the party buds and neil, and how i'm super blessed to have real friends. thanks to those who havent tried purposely bringing me down, stepped on all my dreams, and used me for family members. it's greatly appreciated, and you'll have special places in my books.