brenda did my hair! my bangs are over to the side like the sexy girl in ritadiary :D it looks hott. 1 MINUTE AGO: i was figuring out what mood i was in 1 DAY AGO: i was getting ready to go tanning 1 WEEK AGO: hmm.. probably watching tv 1 YEAR AGO: i wasnt depressed. i was getting ass on a very regular basis. i had good friends. basically i wasnt associated with jessy in any way shape or form so my life was hella better. I HURT: i dont know.. when i start thinking about how much i hate myself. I LOVE: how i screw my life up just when its going smoothly. I HATE: ignorant, two faced, wanna-be's I FEAR: i wont get into a good college I HOPE: i can have sex with a teacher :) I FEEL: anxious, horny, artistic, starting to become depressed again, self-concious. I LISTEN: to some hella chill music. I HIDE: what i'm really feeling until i get home and can write in here I DRIVE: IN 46 FUCKING DAYS I PLAY: with my little cousin I MISS: erin, matt, surfing, eric, my aunt, my friends in florida, being little, being happy, pretty much my life? I LEARNED: to get rid of toxic friends I KNOW: what i want to be when i grow up, at least at this minute :) I WAIT: to get the fuck out of this place I NEED: to gooo I THINK: so.so.so.so.so.so.so.so.much.so.so. Current Clothes: gap hoodie & dark jeans Current Mood: weird.. destructive.. pissed off.. horny Current Music: ludacris Current Taste: you ;) Current Hair: down and straight Current Annoyance: booored Current Smell: nothing.. well brenda smells.. as usual Current Thing I Should Be Doing: nothing Current Desktop Picture: blue Current Favorite bands/singers: brand new, britney spears, no doubt, the distillers, lots of reggae Current Book: black boy for english Current Movie In VCR: uhh.. real world las vegas Current Refreshment: nothing Current Worry: getting my jeans back from jessy.