melissa's last day was today. i knew but sort of forgot, then i heard chris talking about it in global. mr. cordi of course wouldn't let us go out and say bye, but i was fucking determined to. i jotted down whatever answers i could muster up, asked to go to the bathroom, and didn't come back. i'll probably be getting called to the office tomorrow but i think it was worth it considering one of my greatest friends ever is moving away. i didn't expect to cry as much as i did though. i think the people that saw me crying were actually thinking that it was foolish of me to cry because i wasn't as good of friends with her as they were or something. kiss my ass. i started thinking of all the rad times we had together. we went to the first day of highschool together. and we were in so many of each others classes last year, we had so many great times. the summer going into 9th we had a skinny dipping party with the ghetto hicks ;) and 8th grade we had so many jokes and i even got ass at her house! haha. it was just hella sad. of course i know i'll see her again and of course i'm gonna go to Maryland and teach her how to surf, but it won't be the same. she won't be able to come up to my locker at the end of the day with brenda and we won't be able to joke about how we're models and the hottest girls in the school so everyone around us thinks we're being serious. we won't talk in high pitched voices anymore and make jokes about mr. krowiak's face. i swear, the only good people in this town end up moving away.