this song is so fucking GREAT. everytime i hear it on the radio i love it so i finally downloaded it. its one of those songs that you listen to 200 times in a row for a whole night or day or a few days and then you get wicked sick of it. i love it though cause when your obsessing over it at the time being it just gives you the best feeling. why is music so fucking amazing.. today wasnt so bad. i remembered a bunch of memory stuff that made me feel better, and worse. and i found out my bio grade, its a 56 which dropped from a 61 but that was one of the highest grades in the class, LMAO. so i didnt feel bad at all. people were all stressing out about what their parents are gonna do. my parents are happy with any grade i get as long as its passing, and if its not like in this case they just tell me to work a little harder and ill be fine. stressing your kids out isnt gonna make them do any better so thats why i heart my parents :) today was tiera and pats birthday, im jealous. i wanna be 16. woo. __ how the hell did we end up like this? and why werent we able to see the signs we missed, try to turn the tables? i wish you would unclench your fists and unpack your suitcase, lately theres been too much of this, but dont think its too late. nothings wrong, just as long as you know that someday i will, someday, somehow, im gonna make it alright but not right now. i know your wondering when, your the only one that knows. well id hope that since we're here anyway, we could end up saying things that we always needed to say, so we can end up staying. and now the stories played out like this, just like a paperback novel. lets re-write an ending that fits, instead of a hollywood horror__