in two months i'll be in floridaaaaa. i can't stop thinking about that. i'll be surfing with brendaAAAaaaaa. that's like my life long dream. we get to party downtown and at the shore with HOTT BISEXUAL COLLEGE GUYS that my cousin is best friends with, whom make out with straight young ladies like myself and her :) duuude.. it's gonna be stellar. and i get to leave everyone and all this shit behind, i think that might be my favorite part of all. i have to go read black boy for english. we're supposed to be done with all of part 1 which is 17 chapters long, and i'm only on chapter 7. fuck me. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Styrofoam plates Cafeteria tables Charity reeks Of cheap wine and pity. I'm thinking of you. I do every year when we Count all our blessings And wonder what we're doing here.