what the flipping fuck. one more year of maine endwell left to go, honestly i never pictured myself as a senior. i cant fucking wait to get out of that school. im gonna be a mess when i leave because ill have nothing prioritized but fuck it, its gotta be better than getting in trouble for a website made at home with pictures from outside of school that someone looked at in school as if its my fault and the internet isnt a freedom of speech ordeal. seriously, what the fuck. my life is slowly diminshing to nothing. i stumble out of bed, go to school and learn nothing, get in a horribly bad mood, go home and desperatly try to find someone to work for me so i can relax for 2 seconds, end up going to work pissed off cause no one can ever do me a favor, come home sore and tired and go to bed way too late cause my asshole of a boyfriend cant talk to me any earlier than 11 every night. like, where is the meaning? what am i doing this for? i fucking miss you