i think i'm about to drop dead from being so tired. but i'm on here arent' i? i swear if i had like one last thing to do before i died it would be to go on this site. it's become a huge part of my life. i don't really care if that sounds sad either, because writing is such a huge vent for me. i've written on pretty much everything i've ever owned, and kept so many journal things on paper and whatnot. this has been by far one of the greatest things i've engaged in. so i got the english interview done but didn't do the responsive writing yet. that'll take a whole five minutes and i have study hall tommarow. also didn't do the bio vocab but that takes another five minutes. so who's super stoked that tomorrow is our last day of school? :) not much going on this weekend. probably gonna look for something to wear to the valentines dance, as long as brenda is still gonna go with me. i hate going to those damn things without her or last year when i had friends, those people because you have someone to help you make fun of everyone else with. it'll be cool to just get some dressy pants and some shirt though, i fucking hate dresses. and the whole "i'm not going because i dont have a date" thing is REALLY overrated and i honestly wanna fucking bitch slap every girl that i hear say that. when you actually go to a dance with a "date" you end up wishing you'd gone alone, or it feels like you did because there talking to everyone they know from your school and your chillen with your friends. what's the point? oh yeah i know. to validate yourself that you can get a date. well i hate to tell you but anyone can get a date if they try hard enough. trust me. it's no prize winning thing when you bring some guy to a dance. it is prize winning when you bring a hot black negro like brenda though. :)