as weird as it sounds i feel like ive changed so much just during the time its been 2004. i think about it a lot lately>>> ive been not taking things for granted and living in the moment more, not worried so much about the future. but to contradict that last statement, i am really excited about 11th grade. more electives, more work, more driving, more work involving a job, etc, etc. that doesnt seem like something to get excited over but i feel like i need more responsibility. how ridicilous is it that this will be the second year in a row that ive failed a class, an important class too. and the fact that cleaning my room feels like a huge chore to me. most of the time i feel like a bratty little 9 year old and that doesnt fit my personality so im going to stop taking responsibility so lightly. it might not happen this school year so much but next year for sure. im going to make sure someone makes me buckle down and get all my work done. college is only two years away and theres no way im staying here, so i better work on more possible ways to get accpeted to a college that i want to go to along with my three best friends who dont do horrible in school. ive changed in other ways too but thats more for a private entry, haaa.