Today kinda sucked.... I felt like shit and still went to school... I don't know why I am so unhappy today...Meh...whatever.... I just been kinda annoyed with everyone I guess... Sometimes I get this feeling that... I don't know..... like I guess I am just feeling kinda lost.... I mean all of sudden my dad wants to hang out with me and my sister Ashley but I don't really want anything to do with him... After how he just jumped out of my life and never bother to call or keep in contact with me..... It kinda bother me... How he just got up and left one day... I mean how can someone do that to their own kid? Also you would think since the divorce is over he would be nicer... Not a chance he is still she same asshole he was during the hold thing.. I mean.... I don't know... It's kinda stupid... Also I haven't got a chance to really hang out or talk to any of my friends so it just been ruff..... But whatever... Summer is almost here which is probably gonna suck too... But whatever.... Things I guess can only get better.. Always, dani