The only thing you can't save me from is you're lies. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I am alone in this wasteland with nothing but my own lonely footprints leaving a trail only to remind me of my failure. I should of known all along, your signs pointed to no where, but still I followed. Only to find out that you would leave me behind, lost and alone... But here I am, alive and ok. Unforeseen Disaster, War and punishment. Do you like that? I lost my way, but I'm still here,

I just want to be for awhile....

update

So someone who I use to call my best friend has taken a wrong turn and I can no longer call this person a friend. She has totally lost my trust and acts like its no big deal at all, If I did what she did to me to her it would be a different story. I don't need people like that in my life, in fact I don't need anyone. I give and give and get shit in return, I am a good friend I do everything and anything for my friends and I get this shit? No. I am done, with everyone. So far not one person has been as good to me as I have been to them, whatever. I don't need this. I am just fine being on my own. Trust no one. I am so mad it's not even funny, This person has been sleeping around with my guy friends and in that has ruin many of my friendships, I would not put it past her to do it to somone I like too, I can't trust her what kind of friend is that? I can't even deal.