Today I started on a journey, a cigarette free life, and it sucks big time, as I sit here writing this all I can think of is how bad I want one and how high my anger has rose, it has been a total of 9 hours since I have had one, there is no way in hell I can stop this cold turkey so I have cut back big time. I used to be a pack a day smoker than cut down to about a half a pack a day, but someitmes in times of high stress I just had to have one. Today I have in total smoked 4 mind you today I also worked a double. woke up at 730 this morning went to my first job from 9 till 2 than went to my next 230 till 10 it is now 11:19 pm so I say I have done a good job today.

ANYWAy

I have been talking to someone for the past few days hes really nice but idk I am not ready for this just yet, it sucks when you're still stuck on someone else but know their no good for you, bad candy.

Things just really suck right now.