Listening to: SP
Feeling: alienated
Something wonderful happen... A nice wonderful cute guy asks me out... But I feel nothing between us.. Just like with the last guy I went on a date with.. I thought I liked him.. Than after a while of really being with him I didn't like him anymore.. And I don't want to be a heartbreaker cause as we all know that feeling really sucks.. More than anything.. But the problem.. I don't really know ... is it the guys.. or is it just me? Do I have the problem? I don't even know.. I don't even want to bother anymore... I am only going on this date in hope that I am gonna feel something this time also this kid really wanted me to give him a chance.. The first and second time I said no, I don't want to hurt anyone.. so I am really nervous about this date cause I have the feeling that I am gonna end up hurting him.. I don't know about this anymore.. I am on the verge of giving up.. For now at lest. I guess I just need time to heal some things.
always dani
ASH