No one said life was going to be easy
I just never thought it was going to be this hard. I honestly dont know what to do at this point, either way I'm prerry much F in the A if you know what I mean.
It's like I'm cornered and trapped with no one to trust. I know what I have to do, and as scary as it is its the right thing to do.
Fear is the worst emotion, its makes us crazy it eats away at us the stress alone can kill. There's a line between good and bad, right and wrong that line isn't always clear but its there, the ones who protect us can hurt us and vice versa
Truth is I'm more afride of the ones who hurt us, I wont let fear stop me from doing the right thing, maybe it's time to start having faith in the right things again
As for fear! I believe what Martin Heidegger says: That fear is an objectification of the world we live in. Meaning when we fear something it usely is tied to an object of some sort. Once that object is gone so goes the fear. However, anxiety is a whole different matter. Anxiety seems to displace self-hood in relation to the world we live in rather than objectifying it in some way. It is not a darkly mood like that of fear. Anxiety is the first step towards recognizing two things; 1) That the world is actually inauthentic (as is our fears in this case). 2) Our true authentic self.