I really don't know what to do, I'm 17 almost 18 this is my last year at bhs and than I'm going to college. But the problem is my boyfriend. He moved up to NH for work which was the best thing for him cause their was nothing here on cape for him. He wants me to move up their with him and more than anything I want to. I do love him and want to be with him. But he wants me to leave right after I finish high school. I don't know if I can do that tho. The college down here 4c's is really cheep and if I go their I can do the freshman calsses for half the cost of the colleges up their in NH. By chance Hesser the college I have wanted to go to since I was in ninth grade is in NH, so it would work but not for another year, which is not the biggest problem. The big issue is that I'm really nervous about all this I know I love him but I'm not so sure if he really loves me he is the one who keeps saying he wants me up their but actions speek louder than words. I haven't talked to him since saturday and everytime I call his phone is off and well idk what that means. We have had many problmes in the past so well idk what to do. Why would he keep saying he wants me up their and than treat me like crap? I would understand if his phone broke because he did drop it in a snow bank but than again he has a house phone. I'm just pissed because we have been over this a thousand times. I can deal with not seeing him everyday cause he comes back on some weekends but not being able to talk or have contact with him is totally different. So anyone please I don't care is your harsh about it just give me some avice. We have been toegther for over a year so I don't want to let him go but I just have run out of hope and options.