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UNDERCOVER LOVER

This has gone on far to long

Somedays you'r here others you're gone

Lost somewhere between friend and lover

But you kept it hidden, a life undercover

I should of known

I should of just left you alone

Played me like a fool

Didn't think you could be so cruel

You say it's all my fault

Your judgement is wrong but wins by default

Thought you knew me better

I guess you're not that clever

I'm done with trying

Always thinking I'm lying

Not like you cared anyway

No longer will my love be displayed

I thought you could prove to me that not all guys are the same

But you did just the opposite, I have only myself to blame

Your true colors came out

And I guess I never really had a doubt

I loved you so

But now I have to let go

I don't understand how I was so blind

This is not the first time I find myself in a love crime