If not that I care what others think to be honest I don't really care about that. I just like making people happy why I don't know. And I really with I could talk to my dad. But its not that easy. To put it better words were not on good terms. Its the same way with my sister to. Its a really long story. But my dad dosent want anything to do with us. Its not so bad tho. I still have the rest of my family.