I'm like so pissed of right now and their is nothing I can do about it, I don't understand myself. I'm so fucking sick of shit and dramma. I'm sick of being treated like I'm wothles I'm sick of being treated like a slave. Nothing has changed. I honeslty don't care that I'm graduating saturday. To be totally honest I don't even want to walk anymore. I don't care that I'm done with school. Nothing has changed for me. I just want to get the fuck of cape cod. I'm so done, I want to leave and forget everything. I want to toss away and leave it behind me. I was so happy for awhile there thinking I would be able to get of this sandbar and be with someone who I though actually cared about me, but I was so wrong. We have to realize the only person who can care about you is you. And no one els. I was in love and I still am I don't think I can get over Tyler. He keeps fucking with my head and putting me thru hell. I can't take it anymore. He has the power to make me feel so great one min and like shit the next. I don't know what the fuck is going on with him anymore. It killing me. Sometimes I just want to put a gun to my head and paint the wall. He has no clue what the hell he is doing to me. I really just don't know what their is to do about this. He is suppose to come down to my graduation but now he won't answer me.... my family hates me... I have no one...