So I am kind worried about going to the doctors tomorrow, I have an appointment at eleven in Boston and well I mean I like my doctors I am just worried about what their gonna say. I’m not sick that I know of but I have been having problems with my hearing lately and have been suffering from horrible headaches. I am worried that they are going have me take an MRI, I HATE MRIS THEY ARE HORRIBLE. I have gotten like 5 in my lifetime and each time they get worse and worse, last time I had one I was in the stupid machine for an hour and a half. You can’t move at all and it hurts my back and the part that I hate is that I have to put my head in the goddamn contraption. I don’t want to go, why doses this shit have to happen to me, I do not want to have to go through surgery again, and I do NOT want to have to stay overnight at the hospital either, ughh it just freaks me out.