Here we go again back to feeling this way perfect. I hate being a girl sometimes why must we have all these emotions? Why can't we just not care? Men do it all the time, but than again most of them hide it well.

Most of you wont believe this but if you knew me in person you would think I was just fine, I don't show it. I let it all out here. Every little thing it open on here no lies no fake smiles. Right n0w i am useing this 0ld beat up c0mputer and i am useing 0 n0w because the 0 key is missing and i am sick if useing a pen just t0 use 0ne key.

My c0mputer is being fixed at the m0ment, I am just at a l0st m0re n0w than ever, this keyb0rd sucks i am ann0yed with it. but i want t0 write, i need t0 let this 0ut.