Not many people know that much about me unless you count my sister, Which I don't cause their is plenty of things I just tend to keep to myself.. But now I'm wondering is that a bad thing? It's not that I don't want people to know is just that I really hate being in the spot light if you know what I mean. I really hate it when attention is directed at me. I'm shy what can I say. Well, and also I guess their are some things I have done in the past that I don't like talking about. But everyone is that way right? We learn from our mistakes. I think I have at lest...for the most part. Everyone has had their problems and we all have our own way to deal with them. Some people get angry and take is out on everyone els (my mum) Some talk about it, Some write. Everyone has their own way. So as long as your getting over your problem it doesn't really matter how you get their as long as you do. In the past I was really retarded and dealt with shit in a bad way. But now problems don't even faze me. I could honestly care less when shit comes my way. I have dealt with so much crap I just don't care anymore. Shit happens and you just have to deal with it. Right? Yeah I'm working at a dead end job right now and I'm having family issues. But ya know. Oh well, That happens. I'm sick of people coming to me with their problems I mean yeah I want to help and I do everything I can to help friends in need. But their is only so much I can take in. Come on now it takes to much energy to be upset. I'm not exactly happy go lucky but at least I don't let things get to me.