what is this?

by xxdanixx

I'm so confused, I'm not sure what I am going to do next all I know is I have fallen out and back into

love at the same time. I am still with Tyler but my emotions for him are empty. Form the bottom of my

heart I love and do care about of him, But loving someone and being inlove with someone it totally

different. The new person who I have developed feelings for is totally wrong. Just plain wrong, I won't

go into it. Maybe it's because Tyler and I don't spend enough time together anymore. He is always on

his xbox or at work. So because of that I don't feel good about myself. I feel like he rather play game

all night long insted of spending time with me, i feel like their is something wrong with me. I'm not

skinny enough, or pretty or whatever.. but this new guy always makes me feel like i am worth it

every time we see one another you can feel the tension, the passion but that is just false hope

cause no matter what nothing is every going to happen between us. That is final. So sometimes it hurts

when he says things or comments me cause it is like getting me hopes up for nothing should i just

stay away from this guy and end our friendship? Cause i really dont want to do that, i enjoy having him

as a friend. Also i'm not quite ready to gie up on Tyler. Five years we have been together. Their is love

there somewhere, i just need to awaken it again. I just wished he would show me how much he cared.

It's hard after being together for so long to want or feel the need to give a kind word "you look nice today"

Is that so much to ask? I Dont crave attention, It would just be nice to know that my boyfreind cares

about me. I just want everything to blow over and for these feelings for this other guy to go away

their is no point is wasting my time on something that would never happen so why bother

Read 5 comments
awwww thank you, i think you are right. I feel for you too, if you love this person and they make you happy stay with them. everyones mind wonders when their apart from their lover it is totally normal. just give it time it will be ok. the more time you spend with youre lover the less time youre mind has time to wonder. its probably because you lost youre other lover and you are thinking about all the what ifs. fact is you have someone now that makes you happy. everyone thinks about their exs and all the what ifs but you cant change the past but you can always work for a better 2morrow with the one you love
And I think you should talk to Tyler. Tell him how you feel and if he doesn't listen, make him. You shouldn't feel the way you do. The infactuation with the other guy may just be your way of telling yourself that you do want this to work with Tyler, you just need to see for sure if he wants it to work.
I'm torn. Back in February my partner and I broke up because it was long distance and I wanted to date the traditional way. And we argued way too much. I met someone else and we started dating, still are dating, but sometimes I feel like it's not right. I feel like I rushed into the relationship too fast at times, and I told them this, but it just hurts them. And I'm afraid I'll keep on hurting them. I don't want to break up, because things are going good right now, but sometimes it just feels wrong. When we're together I feel wonderful though, and I see us being together for a long time, it's just when we're apart, so I'm not sure what to think.
it's a very long story.. one reason is that he is taken and he is also not good for me in any means. but for some reason i am just drawn to him
why cant you be with the one you like?
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