Tyler you are everything to me, and I don't mean to sound corny here but I really believe you are the one for me. I know you don't believe in that, but I never felt this way before. You are so important to me, and I never want to lose you. I want to be their with you in NH. I want to move in asap. But here is my question for you, I know you love me and want to be with me.. But for how long? I don't want to get married now, but I want to marry you. And moving in with you is a step in that dircetion. But tyler and you have to understand this, if you have any doubt in your mind that you don't want to me with or that you want to be with someone els or is you miss being with someone els leave me now. That's not fair to me. I want to be with someone who loves me and want to be with me. After all we been through I want you to know that. I been there for you thru thick and thin. I was their when you has nothing, and I'm here now when you have everything. I have been a really good gf to you. Has anyone els done what I have done for you? So please tyler. If you want to be with someone els, go. Don't lead me on, don't bring my hopes up. As it is I'm planning everything out not only for what's best for me but what is best for us. And I don't want to keep doing that if in the end your not sure. Your on my mind everyday. When I wake up and when I go to bed. And if I'm not the first person you think of during those times. Say goodbye now. Cause I want and deserve some who feels the same about me. I love you tyler with all of my heart. And that will never change. But I don't want a fake relationship.