So I am thinking about this guy, which I probably should not be thinking about. For some reason I can't get him out of my head, usually this is not a problem for me.
The bad part is this guy is not Zack or Tyler or anyone that is attainable. but oh well maybe someday i will get this guy for now I will let me thoughts just be thoughts and not actions.
Things have gotten better for me I guess the sister is still being a BI (my word for bitch) she thinks she is so perfect up on her high horse, but not letting her get to me, let her think she is the best thing on Earth I know the turth and I don't care.
I am happy with who I am and I don't want to be like her so she can make fun of my style and my hair color, I don't want to be a fake blond anyway. I'm happy with my brown hair and my edgy style. It makes me who I am. I am nothing like my sister ww don't even look that much alike she is tall I am short she is blond I have brown hair she is a prep I kinda make up my own style.
She gets her kicks making fun of people, always saying how fat they look, I don't undersatnd. She bosses everyone around and treats me and my mom and her boyfriend like shit most of the time, is only nice when she wants someting and talk smack behind all her "friends" backs.
Whatever I just don't anymore, I will be nice to her and let her act how she wants there is no talking to her about is cause she will always be right no matter what so its just smile and nod. Not worth the anger.
I am happy being who I am, so go on called me whatever you want, I have REAL frineds who I dont backstad and talk shit behinds their backs and do the same for me, I don't care what they look like or what they wear, so let me sister poke fun at me and them in the end i will still have all my friends while she will keep going through all of her untill they realize what she is really like. Don't get me wrong I love my sister and always will even if she is a BI but latley she is been really mean I by that I mean she has been nasty towards me giving me a lot of shit, so I have taken a step back and just let her go on her little rants and just go and do my own thing, I really don't want her in my social life at all but family life I have to deal with her, I just don't like how she treats people.